No. Anything But That

No
Don't dare
use
that weapon
on me.
You think
I don't know?
You think the knowledge
hasn't already
killed me
inside
ruined me
seeped into me
and
drips
now, only
as poison?
How could you be
so cruel?
I thought you actually
cared.

Just.
please.
No.
Rip
open that
wound
and I swear.
I'll be gone
and trust
that you won't be able to find me.